(: ive finally found the courage to msg HIM! hahs. (x

went back to school early in the mornin. we thot we just need to HELP OUT. but end up, DOING EVERYTHING. ooooh damn. all i can say is, great disappointment. and of cause, fucking hell pissed. of cause not bcus of my guides, but due to some ppl yaya ppl, who thinks they are very big fuck. oh sucks, damn you.

i dont know what's up with adult's mind. they only think of their own benefits and dont care bout other's feelings. someone almost screwed up our friendship. ass.

you always dont mean what you say. right? mayb i shall call it a white lie, but its always fucking hurting. cause your actions always dont tally with your words. it brings disappointment, after disappointment. and its tiring. lies, confusion, disappointment..... it has been like that for quite sometime. i duno whether isit that we are too close, that sometimes we think that its not necessary to explain or bother too much, and the other party still understands. but than sometimes, it really makes me so afraid. it seems like, we are strangers. and we duno anything about each other but in fact, we knew each other, almost thoroughly. it really freaks me out. i duno how to explain but maybe this is just part and parcel of friendships.